Another Valentine's Day and I'm all alone *woe* Last year I did a post with screened comments in lieu of an official widgety thing and it was rather successful (i.e. it actually got comments) so I'm doing it again. All messages of love, affection and general ego-boosting would be much appreciated ( Read more... )

Following on from my post the other day asking for input on my dating site profile, I signed up for http://seek-a-geek.co.uk. I picked that one primarily because it mentioned Doctor Who on the front page and it seemed to be linked with the denofgeek.co.uk site so I took that all to be a good ( Read more... )

It's Valentine's Day and I'm feeling rather lonely and unloved ( Read more... )

I just realised. Today would have been mine and Michael's fourth anniversary.

I suppose, subconsciously, I'd been trying not to think about it. *sigh* I still can't quite believe any of it sometimes.

Just to say that Michael and I are no longer together.

That is all.

Well, I am all packed and nflutist is on his way here to give us a lift to the airport. So I suppose this is goodbye again.

I don't know why I ever thought this would get easier with time because it really doesn't. And it's hard to remain cheerful for ftmichael when my heart is breaking with the thought of leaving him alone again ( Read more... )

So this weekend is the Trans Health Conference and for the first time in three years I am missing it. I'm really disappointed by this, it's such a great conference and I've always had a really good time there. I'm hoping to go to TIC in October, but it's not the same at all. Michael, however, has gone to Trans Health. On top of that, he's also ( Read more... )

You know your relationship is getting serious, when your boyfriend allows you to keep a toothbrush at his house. Even if you've been going out for over three years and it's in a cupboard. That's quite a level of commitment. I hope we're ready for it.

Last night, I was busy doing various online stuffs, when I got an urgent IM from Michael telling me to download the podcast for Friday's Hometime Show and listen to the poddication at the end. The Hometime Show is done by Geoff Lloyd, our favourite DJ on Absolute Radio and on every podcast, he does a couple of dedications (hence poddication) for ( Read more... )

If it's March 28th, then that makes it three years since I went to visit Dr Brownstein in San Francisco for my top surgery. Wow, three years. It doesn't feel like it's been that long at all, more like two. It also means that it's three years since Michael and I became a couple - though that anniversary was actually yesterday ( Read more... )